my life here in France

Days and nights are getting colder and colder day by day. Work is basically the same every day, following plenty of orders by the fellow chef which to the extend they piss me off sometimes. Spending my free time online and watching french cable tv which i do not know what are they talking about .

Life here for me is just dull and miserable, no one to talk to accept my chef which he only talks about french history, working out in the gym, french rugby, sports and some other things which I'm not really interested in. Ugo is a great guy, he really is but we just cant communicate that well.

During working hours, all the others talks in french even while eating lunch and dinner together. I would be the one just staring at my plate eating quietly for there is not a single word i understand. As is I'm deaf and dumb. Chef do take me out along with his friends for dinner or just for some drinks, i really do approached that cause i get to go out and see more of toulouse and get to taste countless glasses of wine but the suffering i need to bare while they all were having fun, making jokes and laughing which i don't understand at all. look how dumb i feel.

Unlike the other 4 whom are in france now, at least they have some one to talk to but for me, I'm the only one here. Tough luck i would say.

So its november 23 today which means its only 11 more working days here and its 17 more days before I'm home, back in kl.

There is only a few more days here and i have a feeling that I'm going to miss this place and the people here yet I'm eager to get back home and there is a lot of things i want to do back home and most importantly i want my life back!

There is plenty of movies which i did not get to watch while im in france, many new games which I'm dying to play including the lattes Need For Speed Undercover www.needforspeed.com As for Dota there is a new version which have came out and i did not get the chance to test it yet.

Chili! Curry! i need you so badly! I will be back home soon, so wait for me. God, they do not have anything spicy here. All they got is only Tabasco Sauce, and its not even spicy enough for me. Man i really cant live with out spicy food.

Cant wait to get my life back but still will miss this place a lot.